Kita...
Bukan berasal dari tempat yang sama
latar yang sama
kita berbeda ....
jauh berbeda ....
namun kita tercipta dari hal yang sama
cinta....ya cinta
Cinta menciptakan kita
tak ada yang harus kita salahkan ..
Tuhan menciptakan kita karena kita berbeda
bagaimana kita saling merangkul
bagaimana kita saling berbagi
bagaimana kita saling memberi jalan ..
Tuhan tau bagaimana kita saling mengisi
seperti malam dan pagi saling mengisi ...
saat pagi mentari terangkan dan hangatkan kita
saat malam bintang menghias malam

kita....
 mahluk tuhan yang ia ciptakan dengan hati...
pikiran....
dan perasaan mulia...

Kini...
Dengan anugrahmu kau titipkan kita
agar kita saling menjaga ....
saling menghargai saling mengisi ...
bagaimana kita menghapus kesedihan
bagaimna kita membuka celah harapan
harapan yang terpuruk
kita tercipta dari hal yang sama ..
Dan kini ia titipkan pesan yang sama
bagaimana kita percaya akan jalannya
Bahwa kita harus saling menjaga
bahwa kita tak harus menyalahkan..

Kau tau ...

Aku banyak belajar tentang sendiri..

Kau antarkan doa yang indah saat kita pertama bertemu...

Kau janjikan tentang kita yang bahagia ...

Kau janjikan kita tentang berbagi....

Ketika waktu mulai mengisi ruang tentang kita

Tuhan kirimkan aku harapan akan setia

Kirimkan aku tentang sabar

Kirimkan aku tentang makna menunggu

Bahkan tuhan kirimkan aku malaikat yang ajarkan aku tentang berbagi

Bagaimana tulusnya memberi....

Seiring berjalannya waktu....

Tuhanpun mungkin kirimkan sang hujan ketika hari sedang cerah..

Hujan...badai... sanggup aku lalui

Namun tak bersamamu ...

Ketika aku mulai terbawa akan waktu yang kau janjikan ..

Hanyut dalam melodi indahnya kisah tanpa doa..

Aku tau tuhan mempertemukan kita bukan untuk bersama

Mungkin tuhan  menginginkan sang badai berlalu...

Hanya saja tuhan menginginkan agar aku tau ..

Bagaimana aku melalui hujan...

Bagaimana aku menghadapi badai

Dan bagaimana aku tersenyum karena pelangi...

Tuhan jika kau ijinkan ...

Ajarkan aku bagaimana agar aku selalu bisa menghadapi waktu ....

Waktu yang kau janjikan....

I wait ... as eager as a child waiting a candy...

My Dreams brings calm to my soul...

When I’m still waiting for love

There was a moment’s hesitation...

For something that I can’t explain...

I can’t touch but I can feel it.

Now she hides her sorrow....

 This is not story about magic..

When people love each other..

But story where a ghost was supposed to live...

Live in her soul....

When she is believed…

But in reality she is deeply disappointing …

 Kau tau bagaimana orang berkata sang peri tak selalu mulia

Sang penyihir tak selalu hitam

Terkadang kita lupa bagaimana menjadi baik

Dan terkadang kita sadar melakukan hal yang buruk

Kau tau hitam itu tak selalu buruk

Kau tau putih juga tak selalu mulia

Selama sang peri tak memiliki sayap

Siapapun bisa jadi mulia

Siapapun bisa menjadi hitam

Kita belajar bagaimana menjadi putih , dan belajar menjadi hitam

Di dunia kita belajar bagaimana memaknai sebuah warna kehidupan

Belajar bagaimana menilai dan bagaimana kita dinilai

Hanya kita...dan kita yang tau bagaimana kita bisa menjadi mulia

Tuhanpun tau bagaimana putih dan hitam saling mengisi

Selayanya kita belajar akan arti kehidupan ..

Selayaknya cahaya memerlukan gelap untuk besinar

Ketika kamu mencintai seseorang ,

Mungkin engkau akan menganggap dirimu mulai kehilangan segalanya .

Semua tentang dirimu mulai berubah ,

 Engkau belajar bagaimana menghargai, berbagi , dan menyayangi .

Saat kita mulai jatuh cinta pertama kali , mungkin kita menganggap semuanya adalah sebuah kegilaan.

Bagaimana kita menyingkirkan rasa tentang diri kita sendiri ,

Sibuk memikirkan orang lain yg kita sayangi sampai kita lupa bagaimana dengan kebahagiaan diri kita sendiri.

Saat itulah aku kehilangan duniaku ...

Bagaimana aku belajar untuk mulai bagaimana mengukir pelangi walau langit tak hujan ,

Selayaknya membuat sesuatu yang indah walaupun tak ada sedikitpun kesedihan .

Jika seseorang memilih untuk sendiri bukan karena ia sedang menunggu ,

Mungkin karena ia lelah tentang mengukir pelangi yang indah ..

Namun mencoba melewati hujan ketika badai ...

Jika bisa mengulang waktu aku ingin mengukir awan yg kau lihat selalu

Dan engkau menjadi tanah yang aku pijakki..

Mencintai bukan tentang bagaimana kita berbagi , menyayangi dan menghargai ...

Namun bagaimana kita saling mengisi satu sama lainnya ..

a dream can sometimes be not as expected
when you open your  eyes,
open awareness that the sun take a feel for how bright these days.

walk to change something happier
when I learned how to be an adult, to be someone who  always learn to be better
opening up for change

I learned how to enjoy the rain without an umbrella,
through the storm not avoid it.
that I learned about all of the changes.

            Nowadays being healthy is very important in our life. Healthy living is more than simple daily habit, it is important to make a smart lifestyle and healthy. Bad lifestyle like stay up late, smoking and drinking can make many causes in our life such as easy to get disease and obesity. In university i can not do exercise because i did nit have much time to do exercise. I cant also eats healthy food , just eat junk food if I have schedule in university. If we have smart lifestyle like healthy diet, means that eat variety of fresh fruits and vegetables and fewer processed foods. Healthy eating will help you to maintain a proper weight for your height, which is important because being overweight can lead to number of illness. Another effect if we are not have smart lifestyle we will easy to get disease. So, healthy lifestyle is one which helps to keep and improve our health and well being. Healthy lifestyle is also associated with healthy food, safe environment, nutrition, exercise and also sleep. 

             Do you know God give people strength and weakness?  God gives me strength and weakness too. I’m very grateful to God for things that are given to me.  God gives me family that loves me very much and God gives me health.  I’m the first child from five children. I have dreams and goals for my future.   I want to be a singer . I want to make it happen.  I don't expect anyone do something too much to me. I have strengths that support my dreams come true such as I'm a good  , independent ,and  enjoyable girl

             People said I’m a good girl because I’m honest. I will say what I think about without hurting other people's feelings. I’m also friendly, a little bit shy and also respect each other, and absolutely I’m willing to try anything new.I respect myself and I'm smart enough not to get caught up in what my peers think is cool. A good girl doesn't need to sleep around, drink every weekend, and wear clothes that barely cover her bump cheeks to get attention.I’m happy with myself and I know where I’m going in life.  I don't put others down in an attempt to make myself feel better, but I know when to stick up for myself too. I wish I can be like that continuously

            Independent girl is a girl who supports herself on her own entirely and proud to be able to do what she wants to do. I can manage and take care of myself. I can admit when I’m wrong. I can admit my faults and I learn from my mistakes.  I will preserve through hard times.  I will admit when I need help, because everyone needs help sometimes and I will understand that requiring a little help sometimes is not being needed.  I live alone in my house without my parents and my siblings. When I was sick I went to hospital alone. I am so grateful for being independent girl .

             I'm enjoyable, whatever happens, I always stay cool, calm, and telling myself that there is always a way to solve my problems. When I got a problem, I will handle it by myself.  In my opinion, enjoying everything that happen even sadness or happiness can make me patient.

            In conclusion, strengths and weaknesses are complete my life. I'm so grateful because god gives me good characteristics that support all my life to be better. I do not need something which is interesting to get attention to other people . I love to be myself. I can solve my problems by myself, because I want to be an independent girl . However I also need people to help me too. In the future, I hope I will be like that continously fot doing good things for a better life. People should be better than before .

Love is a great power which makes our life so important . Five years ago I met somebody who I think would be my couple . Unfortunately I was wrong . I met him when i had in my cousin’s house . When he saw me he impressed me . I liked his soft voice , his smile , his character , his behavior

and how he smiled . Two weeks latter we had relationship. We had spent time together until 4 years has passed . He had changed , his attitude , behavior and also he often left me alone . Finally I knew he was lying , he has another girlfriend. I was absolutely dissapointed and was angry. I felt like an idiot , but I was okay .He did not want to break up with me and I said that “ yes it is okay” . five months latter his father came to my house and said that his girlfriend was pregnant . Finally I broke up with him . He lived with his wife and his child . I said “ I love you even though  you love another person and if you think being with another person it is your choice” . I just wish that you shall be happy . I will never regret loving someone because all is my choice . I was very angry because he lyied during one years of our relationship . what ever happens I forgive him and pray for him to be happy always .

Everyone in this world has their different life, it varies to different story in our life. Which you may want to refer to and choose which one is better than before. I know that all is varies our life, we can learn for better future. Like my life in senior high school and my life in university are different. Such as my habit and also my attitude in university and in senior high school are different. I’m thankful for every think that happened to me in my life, all has changed my whole life and made better person out of me. For me, my life is totally different when I was in senior high school and in university. My life was more social than what I have in university. When I was in senior high school I used to have regular gathering with my family and my friends. I was spending much time interacting with our real relationship. In other hand we had a good relationship and also more social. Actually now in university I have daily routine in my life. Like I was doing task with my computer rather than taking more time with my family because, in university I had lot of task and should be done on time. In senior high school if I had task I could cheat and enjoy with my friends. Therefore, this makes my life less social with low of interaction with my family and my friends.

Then the last is my attitude are totally different when I life in senior high school and in university are totally different. When I life in senior high school I was more childish, selfish and also more egoism, but in university I’m more impendent and responsible than my life in senior high school. I can do what I want to do and I learn from my mistake and admit my faults. That are so different from my life in senior high school I was blaming others and didn’t admit my faults. Therefore, my attitude has changed and totally different from senior high school and my life in university became better person. Life changed by time in all aspect; like social interaction, habit and also attitude. While all leads each of or life has a good future and good person. To be better and better. Which we can learn from the past.